Sometimes you meet someone special at London escorts, and this guy has become really special to me. At the moment, we are just seeing each other a couple of times per week, but we both would like to see each other more. I love talking to him, and he seems to enjoy my company as well. It is not always easy to think about what to say to a guy, but we never run out of things to say to each other.
Really you should not get personally involved with your dates at London escorts, but I have not been able to help myself. He is not only the sexiest guy that I have met at London escorts, but he is the guy that I feel that I have a real personal connection with. We talk about all sorts of things and I am not sure how we can stop talking sometimes. To be honest, I hate it when it is time to go.
Before I met Nick, I never used to believe that we had a soul mate but now I do. I have not told any of the other girls at London escorts about Nick. It seems that he is one of the few dates that I am really reluctant to share, and I really don’t know why I feel that way about him. The other day Nick said that he felt like he had always known me, and in a way that touched me a lot. It is not every girl at London escorts who gets told that sort of thing. It was like it was a mini declaration of love.
What does the future hold? I feel that I only hang onto London escorts so that I can see Nick. In reality I would like to move on from London escorts, but if that would mean losing Nick, I am not sure that I would be able to handle it. I am a bit reluctant to tell Nick about my future plans, but I think that I will have to. I just don’t want to make it sound like I am looking for somewhere to settle down.
It is hard sometimes to take the next step, and that is where I feel that Nick and I are at. I want to move on with my life, and our relationship, and I think that he would as well. Telling him my dreams and desires is all very well, but I would actually like to live them. I do wonder if he would like to live his dreams and desires? What I really should be doing is to ask him what he expects of our relationship. Is it a relationship? I am not sure, we have not had sex yet and I feel like there is one great big giant explosion waiting to come up. Will he enjoy my company in bed? I hope that he will.…